Chalet tomorrow. This is Day 2 of no smokes. DAMN. Starting to feel the pinch already. Seriously. Yesterday was simple. Today, it's a bit more difficult. Tomorrow, is going to be hell. Chalet la pls. OMG. K. Anyway, I settled everything at SIM today already. So application is paid for, and hard copies all submitted. And now, it's just time to wait for my acceptance into the UOL program. I can't wait. Haha. Starting work on the 22nd. I still have to pass them my CV. And then I need to complete my application form. Friday, gotta drop by the office for a interview/introduction thing. Haha. OMG. I'm listening to Ella right now. And I do not look like her pls.

Ah well. Tomorrow, brother is finally enlisting for NS. I am sad =( Now I won't have anyone to disturb anymore!!! OH WELLS. But hey, I know it'll be over soon enough. But I will miss him though. Grrr. Botak-ed already anyway. And I'm getting used to how he looks botak. Haha. So morning, Tekong. Afternoon till night, town. Meeting up with people, like after dog years. So I hope tomorrow is a good day =)

I gotta go get ready to go to Kak Julz house soon. Hmm. Maybe we'll go for lunch later? Or we will wait for Kak Julz to come back from the hospital. Because she slept over at the hospital yesterday. So she's already there. I gotta be there by 1.30pm. I gotta be there when the kids come back from school. Wow. I'm tired. But it's okay.

OH Can't nothing hold me down, I'm gonna touch the sky!

K that song is playing. Haha. Hmm. A few more days to the big day. I'm freezing now, don't ask me why. Seriously, It's damn cold. Oh wells. It's time to apply for UOL and then iron, and then got a lot of things. For now, ironing and bathing and getting ready to leave home. BYE.

It's all very unexpected, but hey, that's how deaths are like. He was doing so much better and we all thought we'd see him through to another year. But God has other plans though. So now, my 2010 is tainted with a death that affected the family really badly. My eldest uncle passed away today, and he didn't even make it to 60. He passed away at 59. Well, he would have been 59. So now, my family is short of one. We'll miss his singing, his jokes with a serious face, the way his face scrunches up when he laughs (the creases around his nose would somehow scrunch up, I don't know how to explain it, but I can see it very clearly in my head right now), how he always asks us "so what time are you fetching me?" whenever we plan a gathering for the family, seeing him standing by his stall at Geylang.

It all ended too soon.
Innalillahiwainnailaihi rajiuun.

Shariffudin bin S Kadarisman
1951 - 2010

Ah another day of 2010 has passed, and I have been busy. Countdown was with the family. We went for dinner at Zain's Cafe, where I just ate at 2 days before btw, and then off to Tanjong Rhu, to watch fireworks. We made our way back to Mr Teh Tarik opposite Zain's Cafe for a lepak session, ignoring the fact that the kids were sleepy! Haha. And then, on Saturday, I went to meet up with my primary school classmates. Haha. 8 years of not meeting, but hey, it wasn't so bad was it? The next day, I had work.. And then Monday, lepak with David. Tuesday, work/lepak. Today's Wednesday. I had tuition just now. So, Dad was at home. Since tuition was at 6.30pm, I went to fetch Mama and then sent her back home, went over for tuition, and then came back to fetch the parents and we headed over to Simpang for dinner. So now, I'm home.

Work in the morning tomorrow. Been a while since I worked in the day, so I foresee trouble waking up tomorrow. GRRR. But anyway, David's going to be fetching me from work tomorrow, and maybe dinner? Not sure yet, because he'll be meeting his brothers tomorrow at around 9pm. So that's it. I have work on another day in the week, but I'm not really sure when. Will check tomorrow though. And then Friday, tuition at Sengkang. I think I'm working Friday night though. I think. And maybe Sunday? I DON'T KNOW. Gotta check. No plans on Saturday, so I'll just probably be slacking at home. Maybe work on Sunday. Haha. If not, I'll be slacking at home as well. Monday, tuition, and out! =)

Time to go watch a movie or something. =) And plan for the future. HAHA.

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010.

Resolution:
Figure out what I'm going to do with my life, and stick with it =)

Avatar was gooooood.
Go catch it if you haven't.

I'm jobless. This is boring. =(

Oh my. This is the last and final stretch. WE CAN DO IT! =)

AAAH. ISB is sucking the brain cells out of me =(
I need them brain cells for Macro pls. Don't take them all away.

Law is in 7 days, ISB in 11 days, Macro in 13 days. I'm freaking out. But still, the motivation to study isn't really here. Well, yes, I do study, but I think not as much as I'd like to though. =(

I can't wait for exams to be over. Then I will get to cut my hair, start looking for a job, and wait patiently for results to be out. And then I'll see how after results are out. =) Let's hope and pray that everything goes well. Insya'allah.

It's high time for a new hairdo.
But after exams. =)

I'm sick, tired and totally aching from last weekend's wedding. Remind me never to do the dishes anymore, PLEASE. OMG. Total killer I tell you. The sudden onset of the flu isn't helping either. Macro is due tomorrow, and I have absolutely no energy or motivation to finish it up. HAISH. How? Help me leh. Okay, I know. No one can help except me. Oh wells. I'm talking nonsense. Oh btw, I'm going to empty out the piggy bank soon to change with D's father. HAHA. =))) We can get notes this time. Haha. Maybe ask from my daddy too. I doubt his dad is going to want to change $200 worth of $1 and 50 cent coins with me right? Kk. Anybody want to change with me? 

tired tired tired. macs is good. keeping me awake. tired tired tired. report, reading through now. not done yet. it's 5 minutes to 3am. and i'm not home yet. oh gosh oh gosh oh gosh. school tomorrow. help help help. pls? pretty pls? pretty pretty pls? pretty pretty pls with a cherry on top?

First day of tuition later with the girl at Sengkang. And I'm friggin nervous about it. AAAH. Help me. Oh My God. Haha. I feel like it's the first day of school. NB. My stomach pain. =(

Dah la. BYE.

Finally, it's time to sleep. It's friggin four in the morning. I have school tomorrow, I am tired. Tuition tomorrow, Sengkang, and then Nur. Nur last day tomorrow. Sengkang, first day tomorrow. Hmm. Tuesday, tuition at Hougang. Wednesday, Sengkang. Thursday, FREE. Friday, Hougang, then Sengkang. Saturday and Sunday, wedding. Oh my. What a week ahead. Tomorrow, Monday blues, fo' sho!

But I'm happy. =) And that's all that matters actually. Kan kan kan???